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最后只好爬起来

五年前的今天

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还记得的画面是:

清早,我坐在教室后排,突然高大的CP同学从后门疾步走入教室中央,向大家传达了这个振奋人心的消息。住在学校,又没有手机、网络之类的渠道,它也只能是第二天早上由走读同学带来。随后,班主任在上课时向我们讲了昨晚他密切跟踪门户网站新闻更新的情况。我的第一反应是:“干得好!”

这个情绪至今清晰,它基本上是我整个中学时代心智水平的缩影。所以,作为一个反应迟钝、成长缓慢的人,前一段看到林达这样的概括,无法不被触动:“每个青少年在成长过程中,都必须经历一个发现教育和社会宣传谎言的心理冲击。这种冲击比什么都更对孩子们的道德感具有摧毁力。”记忆犹新的是,高三和政治老师隐约谈起一些困惑时,双方的战战兢兢。那时离高考已经很近了。

于是,“洗脑”成了一个幽灵般的,反复存在的过程和心理暗示,频频在我学习和生活的道路上冲刷。各方面常识的先天性匮乏,使我落了后手,并且形成了不该形成的胆怯和自卑。而今天的我,可以体会到的真理是,人越长大,改变自己显然就越难。

最后推荐一下昨天读的几篇不错的911主题文章:

七格:不择手段的正义
薛涌:“九一一”意味着什么?
薛涌:纪念911
余世存:“九一一”与我(三年前的文章)

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September 12th, 2006 at 12:27 pm

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  1. 玉林:对于911,我从怀疑到震惊,现在都没缓过神来。前几天看凤凰卫视的几年节目,大楼倒塌的场面再次重播时,发现很难受。可是,对恐怖分子还缺少切齿的痛。

    Anonymous

    15 Sep 06 at 6:44 pm

  2. 没有什么好恨的,这只是一场战争

    DraculaX

    16 Sep 06 at 10:52 am

  3. 今天上课正好讲到realism和liberalism两大阵营就9/11对世界影响的争执.
    薛涌是站在liberalism这边,觉得恐怖主义的阵营其实是打破了民族国家的界线.但是realists还是坚持认为各个国家应该负责把恐怖主义控制在自己国境内.
    薛老师讲的只是one side of the story.

    -ruoruo

    Anonymous

    20 Sep 06 at 10:09 am

  4. 我个人认为,9/11是民族国家概念走向下坡路的一个重要标志。国家军事可以很强大,但以个人为单位的恐怖和恐惧是防不住的。恐怖攻击的分散化、琐碎化、无孔不入化、意识形态化而非国家化,这些都超越了民族国家时代的战争概念。

    kyth

    20 Sep 06 at 10:50 am

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