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三年

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看着最终的学分审核表,我不得不感到惊讶:我所就读的专业,我所花了我最重要的4年时间来研读的专业,竟是一个几乎完全不能提供我所需要的和我所向往的知识的专业。哪怕我是隔壁语言专业的,我相信这一方面的收获都可能比现在好一点。文学专业提供的是什么?给你一个sense of art?我不需要sense of art,我不需要变得敏感,我现在需要的是变得tough。

我读到大二就发现自己对文学提不起兴趣。我已经无可挽回地脱离了一些古典的、美好的东西,近乎永久地失去了对它们的鉴赏能力。从大三开始,我基本再也没有读过古文。其实,我已经丧失了阅读文言文、包括绝大多数古诗词的能力。我想我理解文言文的能力已经弱于大多数高三学生。如果今天的我站在填志愿那一天,显然我不会选择这个专业。只能说四年前自己无知得可怕。

F先生曾说,要有被感动的能力和愿望。我想,F先生是大学阶段对我改变最重大的老师之一,也是唯一一个对我有重大影响的本系老师。他的课让我知道了学术是什么,什么叫天外有天,什么叫层层叠叠的大师谱系。他让我走上了不断加强自己“人名和常识认知量”的would-be知道分子之路。

从此,我当时的最后一点成为狂狷的、骄傲的、不知天高地厚的人的可能性被掐灭了。我的眼中只剩下了牛人和更牛的人。

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March 25th, 2007 at 1:06 am

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  1. 绿色看上去舒服啊

    Anonymous

    25 Mar 07 at 6:17 pm

  2. 我似乎不能像你那样确定大学里谁对我的影响最大,但不会是F。

    Anonymous

    26 Mar 07 at 2:49 am

  3. 还是去看这个时间段里得到的东西吧.随便干什么我们都是在时时刻刻失去东西
    wo

    Anonymous

    26 Mar 07 at 3:07 am

  4. 影响我的也不是F
    更准确的说,是身边的人。

    yangzhiyan

    26 Mar 07 at 6:07 pm

  5. 我已经扔了自己的专业 翻阅俱乐部的财务报表时想起自己读过商学院

    迪生

    30 Mar 07 at 9:16 am

  6. 我每次回想起自己的选择,都正确得令我不得不叹服matrix。

    steven

    31 Mar 07 at 12:32 am

  7. 我现在也时常觉得读中文系出来一无所长,倒不如读理科来的好
    对于一个写作的人来说读中文系大概是最坏的选择
    不过如果时光倒流我恐怕还是会选择它。本质的弱点是不可能克服的。

    razzmatazz

    1 Apr 07 at 1:01 am

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